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“How much do you remember?”
Principia paused while taking a slow sip of the tea she’d been handed, narrowing her eyes slightly as she considered Trissiny’s question.
“I…think almost everything?” she finally offered after swallowing. “The whole sequence of events is pretty much intact in my mind, including me making a big levitating spectacle of myself and you reacquainting me with basic sense, Triss. That part has a hazy quality, though, not unlike the first and last time I tried peyote.” She grimaced as if pained and raised the teacup in both hands to partially obscure the lower part of her face. “If you held a wand to my head I couldn’t explain why I thought any of that was a good idea.”
“A sudden glut of raw data has that effect on people,” Mary stated, outwardly calm. After checking Principia’s vitals she had retreated a few paces, so as not to compete with Trissiny and Merry, who were both hovering protectively closer to the younger elf. “Many of the most foolish actions I have ever witnessed resulted from the combination of abundant information and insufficient emotional maturity.”
“Kuriwa, please,” Trissiny said with a soft sigh. “Locke, is there anything of the information you absorbed that you still have?”
“Hm. Like what, specifically?”
Trissiny scowled. “Can’t you for once just answer a question without being difficult?”
“That isn’t really how brains work, Trissiny,” Mary interjected in a gentle tone. “She’s not a machine, even if she was uncomfortably similar to one while under the Mask’s effect. Information recall follows organic pathways; if there is anything still there, she did not acquire it through the normal means, and it will need connections to follow if it is to resurface. Ask specific questions, and we shall see if anything connects.”
“I see,” Trissiny murmured, frowning pensively now. “Sorry, Locke.”
“Thank you, Kuriwa,” Principia said, giving her elder a careful sidelong look.
“You are welcome,” Mary said in a tone layered with meaning. Principia heaved a sigh and buried her nose in her tea again.
“While you were in that Archon fugue, you were saying vague things about plans,” Trissiny prompted. “More people you wanted to recruit and things about to happen that required urgent intervention. And you said both those categories applied to something happening in N’Jendo. Ring any bells?”
Principia squinted again, staring into the distance through the steam of her tea. “N’Jendo… Yes. I remember saying that. But the data…damn, I’m coming up blank. Gods, this is a weird feeling. I do recall talking about that and I sure made it sound important, didn’t I? But the reason for it is just gone. I’m sorry, Trissiny, I don’t know.” She lowered her cup, turning her head to look seriously at Trissiny. “I think the information was probably accurate and not something we should just forget about. I don’t have the details anymore, though.”
“N’Jendo’s a big place,” Merry murmured. “That’s not much to go on.”
Trissiny sighed softly. “I have a couple of friends in Ninkabi, but that’s it. Also, we’re on a class assignment for Tellwyrn. Which is not to say I’m firmly opposed to haring off on our own if the needs is sufficient; gods know we’ve done it before. But this time she’ll be really mad. That might have worse consequences for you than anyone, Prin.”
“Oh, Arachne loves to bluster,” Principia said lightly. “She banks on people always taking it seriously because of all the shit she’s blown up over the years. But nah, her dirty little secret is she’s annoyingly reasonable under all the chest-thumping. If she didn’t vaporize me for breaking into your dorm and drugging your friends that one time, she’s probably not gonna.”
“You,” Mary said very evenly, “Did. What.”
Principia grinned at her, and fortunately, that was the moment Toby entered the room, carrying a steaming bowl.
“Good to see you up and about, Lieutenant,” he said pleasantly, stepping right into the clearly tense atmosphere without hesitation and kneeling to offer Principia the bowl. She was sitting upright with the blanket still over her legs, but otherwise hadn’t moved from where she’d been laid after collapsing. “Juniper suggested I bring you a little something to recharge the ol’ crystals. Sorry, I know hot soup is traditional for recuperating, but we’re on a barren mountaintop with travel rations. Best I could do is porridge with dried fruit.”
“Oh, bless you, young Master Caine,” Principia said, setting aside her mug to accept the bowl with a grateful nod. “You are too pure for this world.”
“Nah, just too pure for the people he hangs around with,” Trissiny said, smiling up at Toby.
He winked and backed away a few steps. “Sing out if there’s anything else you need.”
“We will,” she promised, and he nodded, turned, and departed to the open plaza outside.
“So…” Principia paused in blowing across her porridge. “I wasn’t hallucinating, right? I did stick Kuriwa in a cage?” Merry sighed, shook her head, and rolled her eyes.
The Crow’s shoulders tensed up in a tiny gesture that was oddly reminiscent of a bird ruffling its feathers. “Yes, Principia, you did. I had set that aside while the more urgent matter of your well-being was attended to, but I see you are now feeling up to discussing it.”
Principia grinned at her. “Worth it.”
“Seriously?” Trissiny demanded.
“I have deliberately left you at liberty, child,” Kuriwa said ominously, “because you have, I assumed purposefully, kept yourself at a level of activity that falls below the threshold of impacting the course of world events. And so, unlike most of the rest of our extended family, I reasoned that it would harm little to let you work out your various issues on your own. It appears, now, you intend to insert yourself into important matters with no more maturity than you had a century ago. So I suppose I no longer have the luxury of letting you run around unattended.”
Principia’s grin sharpened until it looked painful. “Even more worth it.”
“Enough!” Trissiny exclaimed. “For the love of—just stop it, both of you.”
“Young woman,” Kuriwa began.
“Don’t you ‘young woman’ me!” Trissiny barked, pointing imperiously at her. “Based on my conversations with every single one of them so far, Kuriwa, I may be your only descendant who actually likes you! Consider that before you decide to try shoving your beak up my nose. I know how you’re accustomed to relating you kin, so let me assure you up front that if you try to push me around I will not hesitate to bring Avei into it in person. Principia knows the error she made. We have established that she wasn’t in her right mind when she briefly inconvenienced you. You’re fine now, so drop it. I don’t think it’s unreasonable to hold you to the same standard of behavior you ham-fistedly demand of the rest of your family. And you!”
Principia had opened her mouth to speak around a smug smile, but now visibly quailed as Trissiny turned on her.
“What the hell is your problem?” Trissiny shouted. “I do not care how affronted your free-spirited sensibilities are by being lectured, why would you try to pick a fight with someone who can wring you like a dishcloth? Do you want her to smack you around like she does Zanzayed? We just established that you weren’t on her list of people who needed that treatment, and there you go, campaigning for it! Locke, if I hadn’t just seen you clowning around with that mask you made such a production about being too dangerous to touch, I’d have assumed you were smarter than that. And yet, here we are!”
They both stared at her, blinking. Merry held herself rigidly still, hardly breathing.
“Honestly,” Trissiny said, rubbing her face with both hands. “You’re a pair of immortals; I am twenty years old. Why am I the adult in this room?”
“You,” Principia said at last, “are starting to sound eerily like my mother. It is…really disturbing.”
“Eat your porridge,” Trissiny snapped. “I can tell you one difference between us: Lanaera told me most of your arguments were her fault, because she just wasn’t cut out for motherhood. All the problems in our relationship are your doing, Principia.”
Principia hesitated with a spoonful of porridge almost to her mouth, staring at her. “…she said that?”
Trissiny sighed deeply. “Corporal, if you wouldn’t mind…”
“Oh, hey, I just remembered,” Merry muttered, standing upright, “I urgently needed to talk to, uh, one of those weirdos outside about…I dunno, I’ll think of something.”
The room was quiet while she hustled out, and then for a few more seconds thereafter.
“I hate to admit it,” Kuriwa said at last, “but I begin to suspect she gets that level head from the human side.”
“Anton was good people,” Principia agreed after swallowing a bite of porridge. “He deserved better friends than me.”
“Young Herschel impresses me favorably, as well,” the Crow agreed with a faint smile.
Trissiny shook her head and shifted, adjusting her seat to draw her knees up to her chest and wrap her arms around them. “What is Avei’s strategy?”
Principia paused with another spoonful almost to her mouth, staring at her. “You’re asking me?”
“Don’t get cute,” Trissiny ordered. “When you were high on Mask, you said you were acting in accordance with your orders, and with Avei’s strategy. I know nothing of this. What is it?”
“Ah.” She lowered the spoon back to the bowl, glancing sidelong at Kuriwa. “That…was an exaggeration. The orders are Avei’s; the strategy is mine. It’s part of that thing I told you about when we met at Last Rock. On the mountainside, remember?”
“The part you said was classified,” Trissiny said. “Even to me.”
“And as I told you then, I would rather bring you into the loop,” Principia said frankly. “Not just because I don’t care for keeping secrets from you; I think that you specifically would be an important asset to the whole thing. If for no other reason than because I would really like to verify with Avei that I’m doing what she wants. I can’t see any other way to go about the task she set for me, and it’s been my assumption that this is why she wanted me in the Legions in the first place, but… It’s not like we’re on first name terms. I get my orders from Rouvad, who in her warmest and kindest moments deigns to tolerate me and has made no secret that she resents Avei shoving me down her throat.” She grimaced, ducking her head to stare at her porridge. “It’s not like I’m generally very big on authority, as you well know. But…this is important. I wish I could be sure I was doing it right.”
Trissiny watched her in silence for a few more seconds. Principia met her eyes, then sighed and went back to eating.
“Kuriwa,” Trissiny said at last, “would you please give us a few minutes?”
The Crow rose smoothly, nodding at her. “I think it for the best. Call for me if there is anything I can do to help.”
She departed in silence, leaving Trissiny and Principia to study each other.
“I’m not directly in your chain of command,” Trissiny said, “and there are formalities—not to mention political implications—that would come up if I were to officially countermand the High Commander’s orders and insert myself into a classified program. But it’s just us in this room, and we both understand how Eserion’s mindset can complement Avei’s, when necessary. If you think I can help, Prin, tell me what’s going on.”
“Okay.” She set the spoon back in the half-eaten bowl, and turned to set it on the ground next to her cooling tea. “It’s like this.”
She finished her sandwich first. It was a really good sandwich, some of the best food she’d been able to get since arriving in this city—fresh and hot, with juicy meat and vegetables on warm flatbread, not at all like the kind of stuff she found behind buildings. So she made sure to savor it before setting to work, even if this wasn’t the best place for eating. The smell alone spoiled the experience a little bit. Well, she still had money; after handing over the gold coin for the sandwich she’d gotten some silver and bronze ones back. There would be other good food. She was loath to take her eyes off the thing after stumbling across another one, so there she sat, balefully watching it until she had licked the last of the grease from her fingers.
Then, finally, she rose from her seat on an old barrel, stretched, picked up her stick, and went to work beating to pieces and scattering the rancid structure of old bones, flesh, and magic that had been concealed behind a currently shuttered factory.
“Found another one, did you?”
She spun, raising the stick. She recognized that voice. Grinning insufferably at her, the man in the floppy had stepped out of the shadows into the relatively lighter shadows nearby, where the blue sky peeked through the gap between buildings high above.
“You know they’re just going to make more, don’t you?” Vesk said condescendingly. “There are far more capable heroes than you working on this—you ran into a couple, I understand. Well, antiheroes, anyway. These things are going up faster than they can tear them down. At best you’re amusing yourself.”
She threw the stick at him. He didn’t flinch when it bounced off his head. It didn’t even disturb his stupid hat.
“I take it I’m still not forgiven, then,” he said solemnly. “Seriously, I am sorry for the presumption, but you wouldn’t have fared a lot better left out there in the howling wilderness where I found you. Why didn’t you go to the Omnist temple like I suggested? You definitely wouldn’t be scrounging for food; Omnists love feeding people.”
She drew back her lips, opened her jaws, and made a rough hissing noise from the back of her throat, like an angry cat.
“The gods aren’t all like me and Salyrene, you know,” he remarked. “You have to be trying pretty hard to make Omnists hurt you. Hell, most people can’t try hard enough. They’re almost insufferably nice.”
She blasted him with a shadowbolt. He swatted it aside.
“I hope you don’t think you’re spiting me with this stubbornness,” the god said frankly. “I get what I want either way. You’re not gonna work your way out of the ‘mysterious stranger’ role in the time it’ll take events to wash over this city no matter what you do. I was hoping to position you as ‘strange, mute charity case’ for your sake, because I thought you could do with a spot of good luck, but I can work with ‘crazy street person’ just as well.”
She concentrated, gathering power in the form of motes of light out of the air around her. When it was sufficiently formed, she thrust her hands forward and the arcane bolt tore across the alley, filling it with blue light.
He caught that one, then had the audacity to bounce it in his palm like a luminous ball. “The nearest Omnist temple is less than a block from here, due west. That’s down toward the next lower steppe of the city, if you’re disoriented. You don’t even have to do anything; just show up looking like that and they’ll make sure you get a meal, a bath, something clean to wear and a bed if you want it. They can even set you up with work, and work is important for a lot more than making wages. Never underestimate the value of a purpose. But then,” he added, looking past her at the destroyed altar, “maybe you’ve figured that part out on your own.”
Gritting her teeth, she ignited a golden shield of divine light around herself and charged forward to body-slam him.
She bounced right off, staggering for balance, and the god casually tossed her own ball of arcane energy back at her. It impacted the shield in a loud shower of sparks which extinguished both.
“Really?” Vesk asked sardonically. “We can literally do this all day, kiddo. One of us can, at least. Nobody’s gonna be impressed with your Every Salyrite Apprentice Ever package of basic spells—they just prove you don’t know enough of any one type of magic to be actually scary. For heaven’s sake, don’t do any of that at the local police. They are very short on sense of humor at the moment.”
She regained her footing and hissed at him again.
He sighed. “Well, I’ve told you where the temple is. Or… There’s another of these altars about half a block to the south. The alleys made for a deliberately obfuscatory path, but as long as you know the requisite elementary fae magic to go with your other novice tricks, you’ll be able to follow your nose to it now you’ve already encountered two of them.”
The god hesitated, then shook his head and turned to go. “Just be careful. These Tide idiots are trying to avoid direct conflict, but I wouldn’t swear you’re a match for one in your present state. I brought you here because you’ve got every potential for a great destiny. If you just end up getting killed, I will actually feel bad.”
He actually walked away down the alley instead of just disappearing like last time. She shot him in the back with another shadowbolt. It did nothing, of course, but it was satisfying.
Trissiny gazed at the far wall in silence for long moments after Principia stopped talking.
“That,” she finally said, “might work.”
“Well, I thought so,” the elf said petulantly, finishing off the last of her now-cool tea before setting the cup back down next to the empty porridge bowl. “I mean, acknowledging my bias, I could definitely see it working. It’d be nice to have some confirmation, though. I wouldn’t put it past Avei to upbraid me for failing to read her mind. That may be a little paranoid of me, but I’ve not had the best experience within the Sisterhood so far.”
“I will ask her,” Trissiny promised with a fleeting little smile. “Orders aside, I see why you would want to keep that under wraps as long as possible. The whole idea sits right in that sweet spot of being bonkers enough that nobody but you would have come up with it, but plausible enough to others will undoubtedly try as soon as the idea gets out.”
“Yeah, well, I suspect it’ll be out sooner than later,” Principia said, frowning. “Maybe sooner than I’m ready. I know we’re within Shaeine’s earshot, and there is absolutely no way Kuriwa’s not actively listening. She comprehends the concept ‘none of my business’ as well as a horse understands trigonometry.”
“And you were wanting to gather people from N’Jendo and Veilgrad, as well as here, and throw them into some unfolding disaster,” Trissiny murmured. “It makes a lot more sense now.”
Principia blinked. “Wait, Veilgrad? Really?”
“I take it you don’t recall that, either.”
“Now that you mention it, I recall saying the name, but… Veilgrad is full of Shaathists and werewolves. The place is basically a giant miscellany of things that bump in the night. I can see it being a prospect but I wouldn’t wanna go there without a good and specific lead, which no, I don’t have.”
“I know some people there, too, but same problem applies. That’s there, we’re here, and I’m not sure how eager I am to learn what Tellwyrn would do if I went that far afield. She once threatened to chain me and Gabe together at the wrist. I’ve only come to understand how serious she was in hindsight.”
“You could do worse,” Principia said with a sly quirk of her lips.
Trissiny turned a flat stare on her. “We are not that close yet, Locke.”
“Yes’m,” the elf said solemnly.
Trissiny shook her head, and then turned again to stare at the wall, eyes narrowed in thought.
Principia watched her in silence for more than a full minute before suddenly speaking.
“I knew Sabah Aldarasi.”
Trissiny blinked in surprise and turned back to her. “The Hand of Avei who was killed by the Enchanter’s Bane? The way I was taught, that was a big part of the reason Viridill turned on the Empire after it was fired.”
“Yeah,” Principia whispered, herself gazing off into the distance now. “Her, and Sarsamon Tirasian. I knew him as Sarsa, dumbass wannabe adventurer from southern Calderaas. We were kind of a team for a while, there, just as what would become the Enchanter Wars was getting started. That’s incidentally also how I met Arachne, a bit later. Of course, far as we knew, it was just the latest occurrence of the orcs going on one of their crusades across the borders, and some shenanigans in the background where Magnan had a bug up his butt about fae magic and was leaning on both the Emperor and the Archpope to crack down on witches. Chaotic times, but eh…I’d seen worse. The whole world didn’t go nuts until that idiot fired off the Bane. And quite accidentally killed my friend.”
“So,” Trissiny said very quietly, staring at her, “when you heard I’d been called as the new Hand of Avei…”
“Look, I won’t say any part of my judgment at any step of that entire process was sound,” Principia said, wincing. “But that particular moment… Yeah, haring off to Viridill to plow through Abbess Narnasia was a uniquely unwise thing to try. That just triggered something in me I had made myself forget was there.”
“I see,” Trissiny murmured.
“I abandoned them too.” Principia’s expression was completely hollow, eyes far away. “After Sabah… You’ve never been around a Hand of Avei without being one, you can’t know what it’s like. Even if your grasp of history warns you that there’s always a bigger fish, that they always end up meeting something they can’t defeat in the end… A paladin is an inspiring presence. You believe they can do anything, no matter how stupid you know that is. You want to be the best version of yourself you can be to help them, if they welcome you into their circle.”
Trissiny kept silent as if afraid to distract her as the elf carried on in an uncharacteristically haunted voice.
“That was new, to me. And then, boom. She was dead. Just so much fucking dust. Sarsa was a wreck—those two were the kind of irrationally in love that mostly only happens in great adventure stories. Slap slap kiss, it was all very amusing and sweet until it turned into a tragedy. The others… And, well, the whole world started falling apart. The Empire was falling into civil war, three major cults were actively trying to tear down the Universal Church, the Collegium was collapsing as different kinds of magic users started slaughtering each other. Viridill full of orc refugees. It was a time when heroes were desperately needed. Sabah made me believe I could be something truly great. And suddenly she was gone, and I needed to step up. For my friends’ sake, if not the world’s.”
Her shoulders hunched as if she wanted to collapse in on herself.
“So, naturally, I fucked off to Onkawa to get some sun.”
“You’re not a coward,” Trissiny said quietly.
“I’d like to think you know by now I don’t do platitudes. I am very well acquainted with your faults, Locke, and cowardice isn’t one.”
“Of course it is,” Principia said bitterly. “I’m not afraid of pain or death, but my own feelings? Oh, that I just can’t face. Onkawa didn’t exactly work out either, shit was going down in every corner of the world and I immediately ended up neck-deep in Black Wreath nonsense, but at least that had nothing to do with me. There was nobody I cared about involved; it was damn well therapeutic.”
They were silent again for another minute. Trissiny just watched her, waiting.
“The only way I knew how to relate to people was the only safe way I managed with my mother and everyone else in the grove,” Principia whispered at last. “Long as I made enough of a pest of myself that nobody wanted me around…well, that was always how it ended up anyway, and I felt better when it was on my terms. I kept moving, didn’t keep any friends around for very long. The Guild is well set up for that kind of lifestyle. Then fucking Sabah came along and ruined everything. I never did manage to completely straighten myself out again after that.”
She glanced up at Trissiny again and then dropped her gaze immediately, avoiding her eyes.
“Part of it…that one child support con, the whole reason you exist… Well, I thought it would be good to have a child. And then I did and it was terrifying beyond the capacity of words to express. You can’t run from that; you can’t just leave them behind. To love someone that way means you will be shattered, completely broken down to your core, if you lose them.”
Principia paused, swallowed heavily, and spoke in a ragged breath.
“So…I got it out of the way, instead of waiting for it to happen to me. Thank the gods Arachne was around, or… I’m just so goddamned sorry, Trissiny. I chickened out, that was all there was to it. What it means to be truly connected to people… The vulnerability is horrifying.”
“Yeah,” Trissiny agreed, nodding once. “I wouldn’t want to live without it, though. Without people to love… What’s the point?”
“I get it, finally,” Principia said with a deep sigh. “My squad… Omnu’s balls, I’m amazed I’ve kept them alive this long. Between Syrinx and dragons and whatever else, it’s been a whole series of incredibly close shaves. And it’s just not gonna work forever. Soldiers die, that’s what they do, and I am going to lose some of those girls way too soon. I mean, I could live with Nandi kicking it, she’s been around forever and still hasn’t gotten over her own lost mate, but the others? They’re just kids. Brave, smart…the kind of heroic dumbshits I was supposed to be if I hadn’t run away instead.”
Drawing in a deep breath, she threw her head back to gaze up at the ceiling.
“What I do not get is why it’s such a relief. Both them, and you. Making peace with what it’s going to mean when someone else is taken from me and deliberately sticking by them anyway. I feel like I could piss myself from terror every moment I’m awake, and yet… I think I like it better this way. Is that normal?”
“Yes, Prin,” Trissiny said, smiling, “you ridiculous two-hundred-and-fifty-year-old child, that is normal.”
Principia lowered her head to meet her daughter’s eyes.
“That’s fucked up.”
Trissiny blinked once, and then began laughing so hard she fell over.
33 thoughts on “15 – 54”
The Crowbloods are kind of the Skywalkers of this saga. If they would just settle the hell down, everything would be fine and/or doomed.
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Except this is a better story.
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I wonder if that transient homeless person is Jacaranda. It could fit considering what we’ve heard about Kaisa’s tough love recovery program: She did spend a fair bit of time learning about elementary magic from Salyrene’s fun magic exam, right?
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I’m curious who she is too. Interestingly, the character tag from 15-49 says “Jackie”, even though Jacaranda has her own tag. The “Jackie” tag hasn’t been used before. However, searching for “Jackie” shows Aspen greeting Jacaranda by that name in the volume 5 prologue (with a response of “DON’T YOU CALL ME THAT!”). You’re probably right.
Alternatively, Vesk’s mention of “howling wilderness” made me think of the stuff happening now with the orcs (even before the mention of it later on in this chapter). Kind of odd for her to be a human instead of an orc though.
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Considering Salyrene’s not all that much of a cuddly fuzzy warm person, she probably let Jacaranda into her tower, made her do the trials and after that the tower spat her out again. Where would she go? She’s basically a wild… something? What was Jacaranda before?
Anyways howling wilderness actually makes sense in Jacarandas case as well.
Pretty sure it’s her.
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Valkyria: Jacaranda is a former dryad (prologue to volume 5).
Apparently wordpress doesn’t allow nesting replies any deeper…
Ahhhh yes that would make sense actually, I was wondering who it could be. But now that you mention it, that seems to fit pretty well.
Hmm..but Bradshaw said she was a human with no magic. The no magic part is clearly not true, and the human? How could he be so wrong? Something Vesk did to hide her maybe?
Take your pick from something Kaisa did, something Salyrene did, and something Vesk did, and maybe even something Naiya did reflexively in response to the other things happening to her. The meddling immortals have well and truly meddled with her fate by this point if that’s Jacaranda the (ex?) dryad there.
That’s what I thought as soon as Vesk showed up, though the Headhunter-like display of every kind of magic is a weird twist.
It was described as the, “Every Salyrite Apprentice Ever package of basic spells.” This probably means these are all the most simple, obvious and easy of spells, and therefore it’s not a display of significant power. I.E. Schwartz can probably cast all of those too, and doesn’t because of a combination of conflicting circle of interactions problems and having better fay options to use instead.
(The divine shield in particular would probably interfere severely with his fay magic, the shadowbolt might not even manifest with Meesie close to him, and he doesn’t want the arcane bolt to blow up in his own face from the fay-arcane interaction.)
Can a Hand of Avei actually have children. I don’t think a single one has been mentioned to have children.
Or even paladins for that fact. No confirmed paladin has been said to have had children, nor have we heard of children of paladins.
Principia is all but confirmed to be the Hand of Eserion and she had Trissiny.
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Acknowledged paladins of the past were too busy doing Great Deeds and dying Heroic Deaths and probably felt that they couldn’t afford the time or the split attention required for a family. with the fairly direct connection that paladins have to their deities, if one sincerely doesn’t want to be/get someone pregnant I would be surprised if it occurred. I expect that what’s-her-name the peacemaker _could_ have had a child without it interfering with her normal mode of operation, but not most of the others.
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I think this world has better contraceptive options than ours as well, if I’m remembering right.
Milanda Darnassy (the Emperor’s concubine and Left Hand) implied that she is the granddaughter of Narnasia Darnassy (the Abbess that Trissiny calls Mother Narny), and it was stated long ago that the last Hand of Avei before Trissiny was Narnasia’s daughter, Jasmine Darnassy.
That would mean that Milanda is Jasmine’s daughter, the daughter of a Hand of Avei.
You and Gabe aren’t that close “yet”, Triss? So you’re saying it’s gonna happen eventually? :v
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Pretty sure Triss meant that she and Prin aren’t close enough to have the boy talk. Yet. Which is its own kind of heartwarming, if you think about it
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I love all of these amazing payoffs of long running relationship plots. They’re fantastic.
Thanks for the chapter.
Does Salyrite adepts generally learn to use all 4 types of magic?
Probably not, or else why would they be known to separate into colleges split based on a specialty with one or another kind, with a degree of separation capable of spinning all the way out of control into violent, factional infighting? My guess is that they are all educated in basic properties and applications of all four main kinds of magic, for general diagnostic and broader ritual purposes.
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That was a touching moment of sincerity from Principia. I think it was really needed too. We see how in control she usually is, but it’s honest vulnerability that makes her relatable as a character. Plus, I usually dislike how hamfisted authors usually get with child abandonment plots. This feels much more organic. A realistic build up over time instead of trying to shove it down my throat. Well done.
lots of character development. Low plot/word ratio. Billion side characters and ‘plots’.
symptoms of robert jordan disease starting to come out of remission.
I, for one, like this story because of the different plot threads going through it. Even so, most of those plot threads end up being meeting for a climax c:
And yeah, written media has a lot of room for character development, it’s one of the great things it can contain. And like, the conversation in this chapter was still important for the plot (deciding where they are going), so being able to include character development in it is awesome.
If you don’t like a lot of side characters I feel like this story doesn’t fit you much. It’s always been a part of it, and it’s even slowed down a bit now that we haven’t seen the class below this one in a while.
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I will have the Friday chapter up as soon as I can. Hopefully sometime tomorrow; I’m gonna do my best not to have to add another tally to the missed chapters page. I’m not going to have anything ready by midnight, though, I can tell that already. This has been a suuuper bad mental health day. Not for any reason I can discern, I just woke up in a state of crushing depression. It happens; it’ll pass. Chapter will go up just as soon as I can get it pushed through. Thanks for all your patience.
I give up.
I continue to be in real bad shape mentally. Still not for any discernible reason except that my brain has the wrong chemicals in it. It’s been a godawful melange of unfocused fog and crushing depression all weekend.
I wanted so much to make this a three-update week and get rid of that funded chapter that’s owed, but instead we’re moving in the other direction. The backlog is now at 2 chapters and I’m calling this one after struggling to write all day. I’ve managed to push out a page and a half before burning out completely.
Something will be up Wednesday. Something has to be up Wednesday, or the mental effects of continuing to miss deadlines will accumulate to the point of total burnout. Missing updates is really bad for my mental state, even when said misses are caused by said mental state. It’s an insufferable vicious cycle and I hate it. So I’m going to have something up Wednesday, ideally a whole chapter, because I absolutely have to.
For now, though, I’m forced to face the fact that my brain is just not going to create in its current state and trying to force it is not working.
I’m really sorry about all this. I do my best, but I’m working with faulty software, here. I really appreciate how patient and supportive you all are and I wish I could provide better and more consistent rewards for it. You’re better readers than I deserve.
Take care, best wishes ❤
Hey, you put out A LOT; your chapters are longer than that of many serial writers. Your readers are very lucky.
If you need to take a vacation, take a vacation. Don’t convince yourself that you have to deliver an update on pain of self-inflicted punishment.
You’ve made it clear that your health will sometimes prevent you from delivering updates. Your readers accept this as part of the social contract, and we aren’t surprised or upset when it occurs.
If an athlete hurt his leg, no one would expect him to participate in a tournament. When you suffer from mental problems, no one demands that you “push through”, especially if it causes an additional strain.
We don’t accept your apology because there’s nothing to apologize for. Please rest and feel better soon.
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I completely agree.
Your readers want you to be happy and healthy. (I know that’s why I started donating.)
Take your time knowing your fans understand.
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